Feeling like a sucktastic ball of suck

[garnigal]

I didn't tame the muse this week. I feel like I wasted the last 7 weeks, which is a stupid thing to feel. But apparently failing at the goals I set for myself, the goals that don't really matter in the grand scale of things makes me feel much worse than failing at all the other things I fail at, like:

housekeeping
work
friendships
eating well
losing weight

And everything else in my life.

However, now that I've learned this lesson I will... probably do the exact same thing in 7 more weeks.

Le sigh.