Help! Fic Cravings!

[garnigal]

I read a fic (twice!) about 2 years ago. Drusilla kidnaps Buffy as a child to give to Spike, he discovers she's his soulmate and returns her home to save her life. He watches her as she grows up, watches her get chosen, follows her to Sunnydale and when she's 16 or 17, he reveals himself and they bond (cause hey, soulmates). I'm pretty sure Angelus kills Willow in a particularly graphic manner (crucifies her on a church door), but that may be a different story. Google was no help.

What is this fic (these fics) and where can I find it (them)? I promise I'll bookmark it if someone can just help me!

Comments

[desdemonaspace]

I find it's easiest to find these long-lost fics if I remember a particular phrase and google it within quotes. There's a particular XXX fic I'd be ashamed to bookmark, but when I have a craving to reread, I google a four-word phrase, and up it pops.

[garnigal.livejournal.com]

I was trying desperately to remember what I googled last time I went looking for it, but had no luck. Hopefully I'll have a sudden mental flash.